Tebulon

Sometimes it feels if I disappear things would be for the better. It always seems as if my best is not good enough for anyone, no matter what I did people would always find something wrong with it. Should I care about what people think about me, should I care that no one would agree with the things I do or the way I do them. Sometimes I feel as if im a waste of space because I could never please people. But why should I worry about pleasing anybody other than myself. No matter how bad things looked or how bad I may feel about a situation I have to remind myself that no one will care for you like the way you care for yourself. Is it because I alienate myself from society? No. Its because society is boxed in and I choose to live outside the box. People call me weird, people call me strange, but as I mature as a person and learn things about the world I really could give a fuck about what another person thinks of me because at the end of the day what they say doesnt matter. At the end of the day, what is done is done. And at the end of the day I am me.